Sometimes...

Sometimes I think about getting in the car, driving until I run out of gas, abandoning my car wherever that may be, & just walking until I arrive some place that doesn't remind me of you. Some place that doesn't even consist of road signs, objects, people, billboards, etc that make my thoughts lean towards how much I miss everything about you. I don't want to think about it anymore. Every night before I go to sleep I can almost feel you with me, but when I wake in the morning you're gone again. Every morning is like facing a new reality. I don't want to feel it anymore. I just want to go some place, away from all that's familiar, & forget about everything and everyone. I want to make a new reality for myself, a better reality. One where I don't miss you in every moment of every day.... maybe, just maybe, if I get away from all of this, this craziness, I won't think of you as much.