I sometimes hate myself for the way passion burns inside me when I look at a woman. I don't get that same passion looking at a man. Maybe it's because I'm so sexually repressed right now... I've never been able to notice the intense difference before. I always knew that when I walk into a bar I notice the women first, but this is different. A passion wells up inside me when I see two women kiss and I get this feeling that I want something like what they have for myself. When I see a man & a woman together it makes me smile to know that they're happy, however I don't get that same passionate feeling like I do seeing two women together. These kinds of feelings are why I was hesitant to label myself... cuz can you really be bisexual if that fire only arises when you look at one man? Am I really just a lesbian who somehow fell in love with a man?
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